Skip to content

Scenes And More…

Shit happens. And most often, we live it rather than just live with it.
I’ll never be too sure whether it was out of respect or sheer rejection. The thought somehow keeps haunting me nonetheless. You want to get over it but it won’t leave your mind. I try so hard to wipe out a memory but in the bargain reinforce its presence in my mind. It’s stamped now and there’s no wiping it away. While I wish to believe it is the former, the mind naturally drifts towards the latter.
I’ve now reached a point when I seek for no reaction. There is no hope for a positive one for sure, although the least you expect is convenient ignorance and avoidance. The feeling stings deeper.
I wish I were a rather indifferent person, one who could be oblivious to her surroundings. Apparently not!
I don’t mean to be evasive. I don’t mean to let it pass. But I don’t to do otherwise either. Here is just someone who dwells into things she shouldn’t and now it’s only a lesson learnt. There are many things I want now and then I don’t. There are many places I hope to be in and then I don’t. I’m over thinking and then not at all. This must stop.
Now, I’m up for the kicks. I’m ready to live up!

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

Perennially imperfect

My thoughts on life, things that move me, sometimes real, sometimes made up

Longreads

The best longform stories on the web

That Doggone Lady

Giving hope since the 1980s

WordBuzz_NK

Where words reach out and fly away...

Silent Expressions

Just another WordPress.com weblog

simplisticInsights

Simple made easy! psychology love feeling emotion thought behaviour success strategy

ipekseyhanpoyrazkarayel

Asla İdeallerinden Vazgeçme Asla! Never Give Up Your İdeals Never!

%d bloggers like this: