We follow a routine. These routines are unique to each one of us and yet so similar. And through these days and even nights so much goes on within our beings, like a continuous clock ticking, with no track of time but just ticking because it is tuned to.
You spend each day doing things because you want to. Then you reach a stage doing them whenever you can. Your choice turns into an obligation of sorts. Is that the case with everybody or does it happen only if you allow it to?
There are some people you take for granted and there are some you get used to. There is a difference. In the case of the former, it’s just another person in your life in passing. In the case of the latter, you don’t realise you’re beginning to fall short of giving them the attention you used to.
The truth is, I’ve never felt happier. I’ve never felt more alive. And this is because I chose to give in to my feelings and not stop to think instead.
And in spite of all the dilemmas this is all that there is to it. I’m weak and I tend to assume the worst. But its only because I see the best in you but I’m not so sure when comes to me.