In the middle of nowhere, there are tears. It scares me because I don’t know why. It’s recurring, and when it happens I’m still for a while only to feel a certain sense of calmness. Like it’s a passing.
There are people I want around me and there are people I can’t stand anymore. It eats me up from within. It seems like a malignant being at work, slowly crushing my sanity.
There’s hatred and then there’s love and then there’s hatred again.
I feel so wrong, with every move it only gets worse sometimes. What next then?